Ten things I wish I could say to ten different people right now:

1. Shut up. No, Seriously.

2. I have no idea how we ever became friends, truth be told I don't like you very much.

3. You're a nut, but you're like my sistah from anutha mutha.

4. I have no idea how I feel about you, and I'm not kidding.

5. I need you to do something for me every once and a while because sometimes I don't know who's older than who anymore.

6. Sometimes, I love you so much it hurts. I will tell you soon.

7. Who the fuck put a stick up your ass then lit it on fire?

8. Come home please. I miss you.

9. I loved you more than you knew.

10. You're my best guy friend and my little brother. Stay cool.

Nine things about myself:

1. I bite my nails, a lot. More than I should.

2. I need sneakers. Like now. Please.

3. I am completely and utterly neurotic about shaving my legs.

4. There really IS a song for everything. I can prove that.

5. I laugh too much.

6. At one moment I can be very weird about having personal space and then I will be right in your face.

7. I want to move out. I don't have anywhere to go.

8. I'm done with drugs I find them utterly and completely pointless. I don't even like cough medicine.

9. I want to go ice skating.

Eight ways to win my heart:

1. Make Me Laugh.

2. Know how to take a joke, and when a joke's gone too far.

3. Smileeeee. I like when people smile haha

4. Let me pay. I hateeee people paying for everything it makes me feel like a mooch.

5. Be real.

6. Don't tell me you're normal, I won't believe you.

7. Ask me questions.

8. Do something spontaneous. .

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:

1. Job

2. School

3. Parents

4. my best friend

5. music

6. getting home to come here

7. Gym

Six things I do before I fall asleep:

1. brush teeth

2. half make bed

3. hook up my laptop and put iTunes on random

4. toss my pillows around

5. make sure snoopy's in bed

6. get some water

Five people who mean a lot to me:

1. Sambam

2. Mike

3. Vicky

4. Lance

5. Blade

Four things I’m wearing right now:

1. South Pole shirt

2. Grey jeans

3. mismatched socks one pink one white

4. necklace

Three songs that I listen to often:

1. Better Days- Janet Jackson

2. Your Beautiful Ending- One Less Reason

3. Here I Am- Leona Lewis

Two things I want to do before I die:

1. Go back to Alaska.

2. Europe.

One confession:

1. I'm tired of hiding my feelings.